I want to EXPLAIN MYSELF REGARDING "THIS IS ME" POST

Hello, everyone. This is me again. But, THIS TIME, I want to explain myself regarding to "This is Me" post.

I received a harassment comment from this "TUT"

Ok, from those " This is Me" post.

Please read those post if you please. Coz this STORY is about that post!

I WANT TO EXPLAIN THIS OUT CLEAR

I would like to ensure you that post is NOT MEANT TO,

BEGGING FOR MERCY.

"SHOW-OFF" I'M HOT.

FURTHERMORE,

THIS IS LIKE A DIARY TO ME.

I'VE EVEN SAID SO ON MY VERY FIRST POST

I write that post to let out the positive feelings in me. I let it all out of me!

Even to give courages or positive spirit to those out there who had the same situation happen like me.

F.Y.I, I have oversea friends (my unnies <3) who read my post as well!

Most of my haters don't know English, so that's why I wrote all my entries in ENGLISH! 

I dun care if it's BROKEN ENGLISH. As long as they don't understand, Fine by me!

(Next time, I'll write in undetectable language) =.= 

I want to explain parts by parts! This is gotta be the longest post I ever post. Hopefully not. 

I WANT TO MAKE IT CLEAR, RIGHT NOW!

Those "This is Me" post is about me being all alone coz 

people in my college didn't want to friends with me because of the personality or the truth about myself. 

Like I said in those post the reasons are dot dot dot. TRUE STORY.

Therefore, I even stated a positive cheers and mind to avoid sadness or frustration for those readers out there who have the same problem as I am. Even I put a lyrics that related to this post! 

Apparently, "TUT" didn't get the POINT!

Start from this part:

And I found out why they didn't wanna hang-out with me. Okay, this friend told me, she heard one of the classmates who I'm currently in right now, told her.. "I SAID"
I repeat.. I SAID THAT "MOST OF THEM WANNA FRIENDS WITH ME BECAUSE OF MONEY"

I know that I'm some people said "wealthy daughter" but I never show off.. And I'm not proud of it!

The reason,

I didn't show off as "wealthy daughter" because I don't want they think like that.

Sometimes, avoid of being used, too. 

I hide these identity or personality to avoid that since HIGH SCHOOL. 

I've been those "being used" experience in primary school.

I hate when some of those people said; 

"Lucky for you Melissa, you're rich girl. You can have anything you want. While we're living poor in the old house, no cars, no money to travel anywhere you want" or

"Melissa, I know you didn't want to be friends with poor people like us. You sure like to be friends with the daughters/sons of Tengku's or Datin's.." etc

Honestly, the people who works and earn those money are my parents. So, THEY ARE RICH. NOT ME.

HONEST TRUTH, I DIDN'T SAID TO THOSE PEOPLE 

"MOST OF THEM WANNA FRIENDS WITH ME BECAUSE OF MONEY"

like  "This X person always used my money" or "This Y person gets closer to me because of money"

NO!

I friends with all the people honestly and equally. I didn't care their status, religions or physicals.

There are lots of kind of people (I meant personalities),

some are "that" kind of person, but I didn't said THEM,  

you'll never know people unless you get to know them.

THE POINT IS BEING CAREFUL WITH THE PERSON YOU'RE FRIENDS WITH.

THAT'S MATTER. I'M NOT BEING CHOOSY. 

I love to be friends with all people. As long as, we're;

F = Friendly

R = Respect

I = Intellection

E = Easy-going

N = Nice to each other

D = Dedicated

=)

This part as well:

And the other reason, is because of my style.. O_O Said what?

Of course, one of my lecturer said that I'm a Fashion Icon of Civil Engineering Department xD lolol..

But, what makes you didn't like me, because of my style?

I'm not saying MY STYLES ARE HOT!
WHAT I MEANT WAS I wear different than others in college. 

 THAT'S WHY MY LECTURERS CALLED ME THE FASHION ICON. I didn't made that up!
Most of them wear KURUNG (a traditional Malaysian dress).

I wear Korean or Japanese style apparel with pants. 

They wear high heels, I wear Supra sport shoes or ballerina flats. 

I rarely wear Kurung, I only wear it on presentation or final project day.

While they wear them, everyday.

THAT'S WHY!

To them, its different! I'm like a black sheep IN the white sheep colonies.

My outfit like stand out to them. I dunno why either.

Plus, everything, everyday, I wear is PURPLE.

My walking step like big pace, Kurung makes me slow down a bit. Also, it's a bit hot to wear that time.

Plus, you have to iron them all! I don't have time to iron due to my studies, hangouts or etc.

HIGHLIGHT : I DIDN'T SAID I HATE KURUNG.

And this part in the post

Yup, at my college have to wear "tudung" or scarf.. The Rules! =.= Therefore, I♥myself!
So, this friend said they dun wanna hang-out with me coz afraid of bad words spreading if they friends with me. Does that sound like I'm a bad icon? =.=

Where I underline; "The Rules" I meant, that my college rules GIRLS MUST WEAR TUDUNG or SCARF. BUT I DIDN'T SAID THEIR RULE!
I'm Muslim. I know my religion also said the same rules. But that doesn't mean I disrespect my religion. 

I didn't said I hate wear TUDUNG. 

I♥myself  meant for I love for who I am. My "they-so-call-weird" style.

If it's CRAP FOR YOU then I don't care coz that post LIKE 2 YEARS LATE.

People changed their trends as time goes by. I'm NOT asking for readers to FOLLOW WHAT I WEAR. 

I ask for opinion NOT HARASSING COMMENT! I even stated in that post;

I mean... Come on?

Is it look weird to you???

What part that you don't get it??

(For God's sake, this is like the same thing happen in that college) =.=

The point is, love of who you are. Your style, your life, yourself! Proud of your true self!

I know I showed many of my pictures in that post. AGAIN, I post them to ask for all of your opinion on the "WEIRD" style they said. NOT SHOWING-OFF, I'M HOT. hisshh =x=

ALSO, I'M NOT BEGGING YOU FOR MERCY!

(lolol sound like Duffy already xD)

These post or any other post are based on my experienced life I've been through.

If you think those post or any other post annoyed you, I suggest you leave my blog.

DON'T READ!

DON'T COMMENT! 

DON'T HARASSING MY BLOG WITH HATES COMMENTS!

JUST GET OUT WHEN YOU THINK THIS IS ANNOYING!

OR LOOK AT MY PICTURE IS ANNOYING!

I didn't ask for a pity or anything from readers. I'm just expressing myself.

I want to let it all out those feelings inside me. My blog = My world!

I always read my post 2-3 times before post it to avoid this kind of circumstances. I didn't ask for a fight. But this harassment comment, I've got nothing to said. 

Thankfully I read this "s*** comment" 2 years after. I might be couldn't concentrate at all in college.

I've already had a hard time during my college days.

10 HOUSE-MATES VS ME including my "best friends"

Being nice to house-mates are wrong?

My picture in my phones spreads to all "darn" junior classmates and used as wallpapers.

My final project delayed to another semester becoz of "this person"

"This person" called me after 2 semester out of college and ask me to send his blackmailing and harassing msg to his ex-gf on my last crazy and tension semester. 

So, don't give me a hard time in my blog!

Oh well, everything have the upside-down.

I never thought letting out the confident would be a bad things =.="

Breath in~~ Breath out~~ Fuuu~~

It's 5:40 am already. I've let it all out and hopefully all readers get the picture.

INCLUDING YOU "TUT"!

AND SORRY FOR THOSE MISUNDERSTANDING THE POSTS.

Peace out!

MemeyMuaXx