I want to EXPLAIN MYSELF REGARDING "THIS IS ME" POST

Hello, everyone. This is me again. But, THIS TIME, I want to explain myself regarding to "This is Me" post.

I received a harassment comment from this "TUT"

Ok, from those " This is Me" post.

Please read those post if you please. Coz this STORY is about that post!

I WANT TO EXPLAIN THIS OUT CLEAR

I would like to ensure you that post is NOT MEANT TO,

BEGGING FOR MERCY.

"SHOW-OFF" I'M HOT.

FURTHERMORE,

THIS IS LIKE A DIARY TO ME.

I'VE EVEN SAID SO ON MY VERY FIRST POST

I write that post to let out the positive feelings in me. I let it all out of me!

Even to give courages or positive spirit to those out there who had the same situation happen like me.

F.Y.I, I have oversea friends (my unnies <3) who read my post as well!

Most of my haters don't know English, so that's why I wrote all my entries in ENGLISH! 

I dun care if it's BROKEN ENGLISH. As long as they don't understand, Fine by me!

(Next time, I'll write in undetectable language) =.= 

I want to explain parts by parts! This is gotta be the longest post I ever post. Hopefully not. 

I WANT TO MAKE IT CLEAR, RIGHT NOW!

Those "This is Me" post is about me being all alone coz 

people in my college didn't want to friends with me because of the personality or the truth about myself. 

Like I said in those post the reasons are dot dot dot. TRUE STORY.

Therefore, I even stated a positive cheers and mind to avoid sadness or frustration for those readers out there who have the same problem as I am. Even I put a lyrics that related to this post! 

Apparently, "TUT" didn't get the POINT!

Start from this part:

And I found out why they didn't wanna hang-out with me. Okay, this friend told me, she heard one of the classmates who I'm currently in right now, told her.. "I SAID"
I repeat.. I SAID THAT "MOST OF THEM WANNA FRIENDS WITH ME BECAUSE OF MONEY"

I know that I'm some people said "wealthy daughter" but I never show off.. And I'm not proud of it!

The reason,

I didn't show off as "wealthy daughter" because I don't want they think like that.

Sometimes, avoid of being used, too. 

I hide these identity or personality to avoid that since HIGH SCHOOL. 

I've been those "being used" experience in primary school.

I hate when some of those people said; 

"Lucky for you Melissa, you're rich girl. You can have anything you want. While we're living poor in the old house, no cars, no money to travel anywhere you want" or

"Melissa, I know you didn't want to be friends with poor people like us. You sure like to be friends with the daughters/sons of Tengku's or Datin's.." etc

Honestly, the people who works and earn those money are my parents. So, THEY ARE RICH. NOT ME.

HONEST TRUTH, I DIDN'T SAID TO THOSE PEOPLE 

"MOST OF THEM WANNA FRIENDS WITH ME BECAUSE OF MONEY"

like  "This X person always used my money" or "This Y person gets closer to me because of money"

NO!

I friends with all the people honestly and equally. I didn't care their status, religions or physicals.

There are lots of kind of people (I meant personalities),

some are "that" kind of person, but I didn't said THEM,  

you'll never know people unless you get to know them.

THE POINT IS BEING CAREFUL WITH THE PERSON YOU'RE FRIENDS WITH.

THAT'S MATTER. I'M NOT BEING CHOOSY. 

I love to be friends with all people. As long as, we're;

F = Friendly

R = Respect

I = Intellection

E = Easy-going

N = Nice to each other

D = Dedicated

=)

This part as well:

And the other reason, is because of my style.. O_O Said what?

Of course, one of my lecturer said that I'm a Fashion Icon of Civil Engineering Department xD lolol..

But, what makes you didn't like me, because of my style?

I'm not saying MY STYLES ARE HOT!
WHAT I MEANT WAS I wear different than others in college. 

 THAT'S WHY MY LECTURERS CALLED ME THE FASHION ICON. I didn't made that up!
Most of them wear KURUNG (a traditional Malaysian dress).

I wear Korean or Japanese style apparel with pants. 

They wear high heels, I wear Supra sport shoes or ballerina flats. 

I rarely wear Kurung, I only wear it on presentation or final project day.

While they wear them, everyday.

THAT'S WHY!

To them, its different! I'm like a black sheep IN the white sheep colonies.

My outfit like stand out to them. I dunno why either.

Plus, everything, everyday, I wear is PURPLE.

My walking step like big pace, Kurung makes me slow down a bit. Also, it's a bit hot to wear that time.

Plus, you have to iron them all! I don't have time to iron due to my studies, hangouts or etc.

HIGHLIGHT : I DIDN'T SAID I HATE KURUNG.

And this part in the post

Yup, at my college have to wear "tudung" or scarf.. The Rules! =.= Therefore, I♥myself!
So, this friend said they dun wanna hang-out with me coz afraid of bad words spreading if they friends with me. Does that sound like I'm a bad icon? =.=

Where I underline; "The Rules" I meant, that my college rules GIRLS MUST WEAR TUDUNG or SCARF. BUT I DIDN'T SAID THEIR RULE!
I'm Muslim. I know my religion also said the same rules. But that doesn't mean I disrespect my religion. 

I didn't said I hate wear TUDUNG. 

I♥myself  meant for I love for who I am. My "they-so-call-weird" style.

If it's CRAP FOR YOU then I don't care coz that post LIKE 2 YEARS LATE.

People changed their trends as time goes by. I'm NOT asking for readers to FOLLOW WHAT I WEAR. 

I ask for opinion NOT HARASSING COMMENT! I even stated in that post;

I mean... Come on?

Is it look weird to you???

What part that you don't get it??

(For God's sake, this is like the same thing happen in that college) =.=

The point is, love of who you are. Your style, your life, yourself! Proud of your true self!

I know I showed many of my pictures in that post. AGAIN, I post them to ask for all of your opinion on the "WEIRD" style they said. NOT SHOWING-OFF, I'M HOT. hisshh =x=

ALSO, I'M NOT BEGGING YOU FOR MERCY!

(lolol sound like Duffy already xD)

These post or any other post are based on my experienced life I've been through.

If you think those post or any other post annoyed you, I suggest you leave my blog.

DON'T READ!

DON'T COMMENT! 

DON'T HARASSING MY BLOG WITH HATES COMMENTS!

JUST GET OUT WHEN YOU THINK THIS IS ANNOYING!

OR LOOK AT MY PICTURE IS ANNOYING!

I didn't ask for a pity or anything from readers. I'm just expressing myself.

I want to let it all out those feelings inside me. My blog = My world!

I always read my post 2-3 times before post it to avoid this kind of circumstances. I didn't ask for a fight. But this harassment comment, I've got nothing to said. 

Thankfully I read this "s*** comment" 2 years after. I might be couldn't concentrate at all in college.

I've already had a hard time during my college days.

10 HOUSE-MATES VS ME including my "best friends"

Being nice to house-mates are wrong?

My picture in my phones spreads to all "darn" junior classmates and used as wallpapers.

My final project delayed to another semester becoz of "this person"

"This person" called me after 2 semester out of college and ask me to send his blackmailing and harassing msg to his ex-gf on my last crazy and tension semester. 

So, don't give me a hard time in my blog!

Oh well, everything have the upside-down.

I never thought letting out the confident would be a bad things =.="

Breath in~~ Breath out~~ Fuuu~~

It's 5:40 am already. I've let it all out and hopefully all readers get the picture.

INCLUDING YOU "TUT"!

AND SORRY FOR THOSE MISUNDERSTANDING THE POSTS.

Peace out!

MemeyMuaXx

Tutorial : Post Divider

Hello, everyone! Long time no update.. ^^"

As usual busy with my study and blogshop. Today, I'm going to show you what I've done recently.

As a reminder for me & also a tutorial for you guys! =)

I was looking for the perfect post divider for my blogshop, ~Purplelicious Passion~ Online Shop.

I got this Damask theme from HERE. Tq, backgroundfairy.com! ^^

Anyway, back to business! If you scroll down my blogshop. You'll see the post divider, right? =D

Or look at the picture below for easy sake! xP

Since, I can't find the perfect divider for damask.
Why not I create my own post divider using blog glitter name? =D 

So, let's start!

STEP 1 : COPY THE CODE

Go to your Blogger

Then to Design Tab (the red circle)

Then to Template

Choose Customize

Click ADVANCED 

then scroll down your selected menu "Page Background Color, Text Color, etc"

until Add CSS (CLICK IT!)

You'll see the fill in the blank box right?

LIKE THIS

Now copy these HIGHLIGHT code below and PASTE in those box.

.post-footer {

background:url(YOUR GLITTER LINK) no-repeat center;

height: 215px;

margin: 20px 0px -50px;

padding: 5px 10px;

}

The RED color words is your URL for the image/gif of your post divider.

STEP 2 : MAKE YOUR OWN GLITTER TEXT

Go to this link CLICK HERE

Create your glitter text as you like,  then CREATE TEXT
RIGHT CLICK THE GLITTER TEXT and OPEN IMAGE IN NEW TAB

Copy the URL, and paste on the RED words in the code.
If your glitter text like too small or too big, just change the size in the Glitter Text website

Make sure you check the preview below your Blogger Template Designer.
If it satisfy you, then Apply to Blog.

THAT'S IT! YOU'RE DONE =)
Thanks for spend time with my blog!

Check out my post divider!
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Internet Fashion

For those internet lovers,

Which internet fashion are you?? =)

Disney Princess in Pokemon World?

Hello everyone,

Just watch my fav Korean shows' RunningMan! Daebak~!! xD Then I couldn't sleep yet..

Then on my FB home.. There's a post about this picture of Disney's Princess if comes to life look like... I try google it.. Sadly, I couldn't found any xP But, I found this interesting pic for those POKEMON + DISNEY fans!

It's the pic of Disney's Princesses in Pokemon's World look like... Can you guess which princess is it? =)

Enjoy =D

Let It'll be Your Lesson

Hello, everyone..

Long time no writing~ xP Lolol~

I was kinda bz with this semester work project.. So.. I have a little bit hot story..

Remember my last post about my housemates?
The one said to drag my washing machine to my room if I dun want anyone to use it..
If you dun remember.. the "Let Them Be" post ==

Apparently, since I've moved out from that house.. She's still staying there coz she, her best friend and "her kindness" wants to help the new 8 housemates by support the cost of rental payment..

Unfortunately for her.. I found out she got a big fight with her best friend juz bcoz she dun want to apply the same job with her.. Then, her best friend moved out. Ouch~!

Then, I also found out she moved out of the house as well coz those new housemates like have taken over the house! OMG~! O_o Bummer~!! So she moved to my friend's rental house.

Now, this one's HOT!!
Its just a small misunderstanding.. My friend here also work at the same place with her..
Then, there's one time.. My friend and her cousin like urgently want to borrow her car for their errand. But, she said no though they dun mind..

Then, they ask their supervisor, the supervisor give them then. So, this supervisor like ask my ex-housemate like "Why you didn't let them borrow your car? You know they said that you're this kind of person.. Ya-da ya-da..." Like bad things.

My friend never tells bad things about her coz I know her. Plus, she and my ex-housemate like best friends as well.. That bloody bitch like trusted that supervisor 100%. She go to my friend and said bad words to her..

My friend like stay calm.. But that's not all, she was like "jemmy type of person"
She brag up all the things she and my friend did together example "I used to drive her anywhere she wants" or "I help her last time when she came Kulim alone" and tell all bad things about my friend with additional made-up herself info to ppl..

My friend still stay calm.. Then she exposed to I dunno-who-person that my friend know the bad things and made-up rumors...

She still patient.. Then this bitch keeps go on to my friend's housemates..

Then, my friend can't take this heat anymore. So, they both fought..

I've never seen my friend so angry like this.. She even hate her with all her life!


She even wants to exposed all this bitch secrets..
Then my friend also told me this secret, I was shocked.. This bitch wants to rent a house with me last time when she moved out of the house before they fought.

WTF???
You didn't even apologize for what you've done to me and you with NO FACE like SHIT!!!!!!

She even a thief! Steal a SINGLET at Giant Hypermarket!

COME ON!!! That SINGLET worth less than RM10 or RM15, and you can't even afford it????


Then last nite, I went out with my friend and her cousin, karaoke~!

This bitch send an sms to my friend her apologize..
When we get back from karaoke, that bitch moved out of my friend's house..


Sometimes, I feel pity for her.. But she never pity herself...
If she's changed, maybe somethings worth it will happen to her.

Luckily for me, I didn't have avenged in my heart on her or anyone that did something bad to me.. Gods know when they'll pay back for all those things they've hurt or done something bad to innocent ppl.


So, take note STUDENT!!

You're not alone, Gods always hear your prayers. =)
Put aside your avenged heart on those ppl u hate. Let Gods settle them for you.
It just takes time =)

Be good to others ^_~


Lots of Luv,
MemeyMuaXx

A tribute to our colleague Allahyarham Wok Aiezat

Hello all, today will be my saddest post ='( I would like to make a tribute to my college friend,

Allahyarham Muhamad Aiezat Sharifuddin.

Al-fatihah to our cute friend, Wok Aiezat.. Who left us in a tragic accident..

Here's a part of the news about him in the tragic accident.. ='(

At first, it's hard to believe. When I found out about this. His voice calling my name the last time we met still playing in my mind. ='(

Although, I dun know about him much.. But all I know he's a friendly and nice person in our class..

Allah loves him more.. We'll always remember you in our heart.. Once again, Al-fatihah..

Here's Wok behind our classmates, Ashi (white shirt), Dollah (black) & Ehsan (specky)

From left : Wok, Anuar, Shahrel, Azam, Dollah & Akmarul
Down : Jat.

May you'll be with those who believe..

Lots of Luv,
from your friend
Melly =' )

What's wrong with them?

Finally! I'm moving out!! Coz it's the end of this semester!!

Ok, recently. As usual, prob with my housemates. =.=

I mean seriously... Before this, holiday for Raya Haji. I know I want to clean my laundry after get back from class and before I go back to my hometown.

The laundry like stay at the corner, doesn't effect anyone. This rude junior, keep put a memo like "Clean It Up"

Seriously, I dun take orders! I ignore.

Then, now, everyone are going to move out, I put my laundry at corner again. I want to clean it after this final exam. And again, another "love letter" from THE BITCH.

Like seriously?? IS SHE DON'T HAVE A LIFE???? Keep busy-body my business???

I just reply two sentence.

MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS. I KNOW WHEN I'M GOING TO CLEAN IT.


Geeez... Probably looking for a job to be my maid.. xP I already set my schedule.

Then, wow~ 2 love letters replied! xP Thanks a lot~ You gave me lots of evidence~!

xD lolol.. I'm happy coz she become more angry with just my 2 sentences! Ahaha!


The moral of this story, if anyone of you guys occur in this situation. Let them be. They give you harsh words or anything. It shows that they jealous of you.

They didn't realize what we've help them, all they like to see is bad things from us.

Be strong~! Hwaiting!

Lots of Luv,
MemeyMuaXx